i really should be studying right now. but seriously. fuck that. lol i've been reminiscing a loooooot lately. it's so sad how people just lose touch and the people that used to be so close to you are just a familiar face in a crowd. and the worst is when people have that "fall-out" experience... and it happens to a lot of people... i've had some falling-out situations and it sucks.. and what's worse is that you don't realize how much it sucks until years later..when it's too late to do anything about it... a part of me tells myself to just move on and forget about it... it's a part of life and it would be nearly impossible to keep in touch with all our past friends in our life... but then a part of me wonders... if i did approach someone that i haven't talked to in so long, would they accept me as their friend again, like nothing ever really came between our friendship? or would i just get an awkward forced-smile in return? or even worse, a blank, cold stare? but then again, i'm too much of a chicken shit to do anything about it so it doesn't really matter... i watched the victoria's secret fashion show... all i have to say is DAMN they're hott. lol and seriously. million dollar bra? i saw that in the catalog and i was like ok seriously?! haha yeah. that's fun... first day at a&f is thursday! hopefully i'll like it hehe :) 
hopefully... i'll have this phone sometime in january... :) | 
